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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

11:09 PM

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, February 19, 2006

6:22 AM

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go. I want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast.
I want this to last. I need you by my side.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, February 11, 2006

6:21 AM

WHEEEE katong convent won!!! isnt that just lovely we won we won we won!!! aint that exciting. i love you girls. you girls rock!! knew you guys could do it!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

10:49 PM

wheeeeeeee katong convent beat st teresa convent 3-2 yupp what total happiness. yupp great job girls. you guys rock man. yupp three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for kc!! hip hip hooray!!!

O my i'm like super shagged out laah. the sun practically sucked out every single ounce of energy in me. o my i'm so going to be able to have a good night's sleep tonight. it's just simply too exhausting. try being in the sun for practically 3-4 hours in a day and tell me about it. it's horrible. thank god for the coffee or else i'll be like dead now man. was like a walking zombie today laah. ayy dont blame me blame the sun for my deadness.

waited for jaclyn for half an hour. haha see babe i'm like so nice laah. yupp watched the dance which they will be performing this sat. o my it's super nice man. totally love their gloves haha though i know that sounds kinda wrong but seriously they are nice. i ws like drawn towards debbie's white glove and she was like o it's made out of old socks and i was like my god seriously? it's super nice and trust me it does not look one bit bought. yupp. it's just simply so pretty.

then we took a bus down to starbucks to meet rina and maria for coffee that was where i got my lovely rhumba. o my that thing keeps me going. owells am tired now. ciaos

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, February 06, 2006

1:44 AM

Small town homecoming queen
Shes the star in this scene
Theres no way to deny shes lovley
Perfect skin perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside shes ugly
Maybe I'm just jealousI
can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen
I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader
I'm sittin in the stands
She gets the top bunk
I'm sleepin on the floor
Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutaunt
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her

She is the prom queen
I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader
I'm sittin in the stands
She gets the top bunk
I'm sleepin on the floor
Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh an I'm just the girl next door
I don't know why I'm feelin sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishin that I was someone else

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, February 05, 2006

10:34 PM

Today's post is a two in one post yupp gonna blog about yesterday and today. so yupp might be a little draggy but owells who cares.

Yesterday
tuition is getting more and more fun. yupp thank god i have such a wicked teacher like miss caroline for a tutor. yupp totally think i'll die with some other tutor. so yupp see i'm so greatful about you man. haha so happening laah the motherLOAD of earholes. like seriously the motherLOAD man it's like covering the entire ear laah. OUCH k to me that is like severely painful.

Fiona transferred drama class. yupp and charlotte quit. ayy how sad it was nice having charlotte in class. yupp i'll miss you. it was super dumb laah faz was somehow supposed to die and i was supposed to act worried but like what the hell i burst out laughing. dammit. i think now my teacher has a bad impression on my improvision. owells but it was one hella class today. yupp gotta get to know most of the classmates better so yupp that was quite nice. and huurray i got my role as the fairy queen so woots that's not too bad but i kinda like lien's bitchy role though. mahaha.

went to aunty vanessa's house for lo hay k i have no idea how in the world do you spell it but yupp. it was not too bad but dammit i hate it when people start to stare at you. which was exactly what i got laah. i mean the stares. damn that's scary. but overall it was NOT too bad laah yupp i loved the food yupp the noodles were da bomb. yupp to the tip top max. yupp o my and there was this really CUTE girl who came up to me and she was like "hello do you like dogs?" and i found out later that she was like 2 years old!! haha o my super cute la and she was so chatty.

Traffic light @ the pavilion was on too managed to hook up the guys with alvina so yupp didnt get checked so yupp quite good laah. o my heard from josiah that practically all the girls there were tipsy. yupp talk bout dirty dancing grinding and all. yupp bet alot of things happened last night yupp possibly even some under the sheets stuff. haha you go guys yupp bet some of you will know who i'm talking about. right i think i would have found it kinda awkward if i went too somehow though. but owells we shall see about the next singles and swingers party woots. here we come!!!

Today
today was kinda averageish we were like supposed to go for delirious? but ahem the person who asked all of us to go did not even turn up. what the hell but it'll be kinda extra if i went to join the guys who were with their girls too so yupp didnt go. went to xian bin's church instead yupp. my old church. yupp all the way back to old school man.

o my fcbc has really changed like alot man. yupp now it's like SUPER on. yupp i absolutely loved the worship laah it was just totally awesome. the people there were all like so warm and all totally unlike speedlight. haha but kinda felt alittle odd though as i did not know anyone where except xian bin when i usually know the people in church so yupp. but owells its good to make new friends too. yupp the amazing thing is that the people there actually come up to shake your hand and that is ahem quite rarely seen in speedlight laah. Ayy would love to see more of that in speedlight.

But owells nothing in this world can possibly beat my dear girls and boys in speedlight.
I love them all

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, February 03, 2006

9:54 PM

Mahaha didnt go to school yet again what to do i'm still sick laah. yupp am still down with a cold and worst thing is that my throat hurts even more. o my why why why. i drank like so much water like 3-4 litres each day yet i'm still sick. goodness why in the world is it such. i thought water was supposed to work. owells.

great i just realised that actually being away from school is actually bad. right i just realised that i actually eat so much more during the times spent away from school. like SO MUCH more. hmmm i think i ate like the motherLOAD of bak kua today. rahhx what to do it's like SO yummy laah. the best thing ever and i came to think of it just realised that recently. urghhh i feel so freaking fat now laaah. thank god i skipped dinner otherwise i would feel so freaking guilty man. rahhx

well did nothing much today except to eat, watch tv and sleep. gosh come to think of it i'm like living the life of a bum this past two days. goodness i so gotta start hitting the gym and all again. being fat is just simply depressing. o my i was watching victoria's secrets o my i so wonder how in the world do they actually become so thin. i mean it's just so unbelievable laah. ok they shall be my new inspiration. jessica's new motive is to lose weight. and this time i shall do it. yes i'm determined indeed.

THANK YOU RINA!!!!
o my that is just so sweet thank you for the chocolates and the little note. so sweet laah. thank you!! yupp love the balls man. ooo-chi-wa-wa. ok i think my craving for balls has worsen o crap this is bad. o no i've gotta go get more grapes as i just realised i ate them all today. rahhx. thanks babe!! yupp wouldnt have gotten my homework if you didnt get them for me. yupp you go gal. great i just realised now i owe you one. owells. haha.

anyways gotta blast
wheeeeeeeee survivor in a just moment
HOW AWESOME CAN THAT BE!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, February 02, 2006

5:11 PM

yupp i'm officially sick. well so are the nicoles and all yupp was talking to nicole tan just now online. yupp turned out she didnt go to school either. wheeeeee join the club man. but damn seriously what a bad time to fall sick as i did my homework all the way till like late at night to only find out that i'm sick today so practically all my efforts for doing it last night were all down to the dogs man. all wasted!! o gosh it actually is really depressing when i start thinking of it. rahhx the pain.

hopefully the nicoles would be able to play tomorrow otherwise our team's kinda like errs how do i say it. DEAD but yupp tomorrow's against ij tp so aiyah it's kinda expected that katong convent will so get thrashed as look at it all the elite players arre in there. seriously our school does not stand a chance against them at all. much less even now as nicole told me just now that the doctor said that she needs about one week to recover. owells fingers crossed real tight for now.

well did nothing much today except to slack, slack and just stone in front of the computer. yupp have been doing so for the past 5hours. o gosh my eyes are so gonna die yupp shite will my degree increase rahhx. o no it cant my degree is already sky high if it increases i'll be like so dead man. o freak baby freak freak baby.

owells redid my blog again to what's none other than the art of seduction. woots my new favourite phrase of the year. whee. owells i have nothing else to blog about kinda shagged from all the staring at the computer already so yupp.

toodooles!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

5:55 PM

O my how friggin sad katong convent lost to nanyang girls 4-1 so tell me is that sad or is that sad. i mean right that is like damn sad laah. ok like dunno how many people are sick today. o my all thanks to the new year break. yupp both the nicoles are sick, pearlyn, me, jac and blah!!! my gawk i so hate being sick it's just so friggin depressing. i mean seriously i sneezed like what the hell more than a hundred times today. dammit i hate being sneezable. it's probably the most depressing feeling ever.

went to the pac room during math time today. talk about spooks but that room is seriously spookay!! we were just doing our thang and telling ghost stories in that room which as said by everyone that it is supposedly "haunted" when jaclyn suddenly went hey you said that there's a cross here but where is it. it was like only then that we realised that this "haunted" room was not protected by the sacred cross and thus we ran out screaming our heads off. talk about freaky-ness. thank GOD that jaclyn only realised that there was no cross at the end of the lesson imagine if she realised it earlier. hmmm?

well honestly thought that today's match was a really sad one indeed as without both the nicoles on the team everyone's spirit was down. most of them somehow seemed to be not playing as well as i know they could do. WHY?!? owells did nothing but umpiring today. dammit i'm getting darker by the minute. goodness so hope that the pimples will not start popping out anytime soon. really hate em.

LOVES
rhumba is the yummiest thing on earth

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

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